The Ideal-ist: Episode 7 (Sunday)

Welcome back to The Ideal-ist, the YouTube Shorts companion series to The Autistic Mile.

In this series, Shane Gaffney explores the characters, games, shows, and stories that resonate with him on a deeply personal level—not simply because they’re entertaining, but because they can reflect difficult emotions, lived experiences, and ways of seeing the world that are often hard to put into words.

In this episode, Shane turns his attention to Sunday from Honkai: Star Rail. A deeply conflicted character shaped by responsibility, idealism, fear, and disillusionment, Sunday wrestles with a world that can feel arbitrary, unfair, and brutally indifferent to those who fall through the cracks. Those struggles can resonate strongly with people both on and off the autism spectrum, especially those who have found themselves questioning whether optimism alone is enough to answer the harsher realities of life.

Shane also explores why characters like Sunday can sometimes be unintentionally sidelined in favor of more immediately comforting figures like Robin. Positive, hopeful messages are often easier to embrace, while characters who force audiences to confront uncomfortable questions about suffering, fairness, responsibility, and the limits of individual freedom can be much harder to digest.

That doesn’t make Sunday’s conclusions beyond criticism, nor does it mean optimism has no value. But his story demonstrates why complicated characters matter. Sometimes people don’t need a character who tells them everything will work out—they need one who understands why they’re struggling to believe that in the first place.

For those viewers, Sunday can become more than an antagonist or philosophical foil. His story can offer a sense of recognition and comfort: a reminder that frustration with the world’s cruelty, uncertainty, and contradictions is something other people understand too. With any luck, you too will come to one day find your own answer to the question, "Why does life slumber?".

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